I m breaking down!! I lost some1 n things tat i love e most.. Sometimes, really think why "lao tian ye" treated me so bad. Why have to let me suffered those pains in one shot time. i dunno wat i have do wrong to deserved kind of treatment. It's been so long.. again n again.. things seems like nv change. aft 2nd time of r/ship. tot i found some1 better. again, i was wrong.. y i always choose e wrong path.. y?? seems like i cant love some1 i love.. do things tat i want.. treasure thing n stuff i wish to.. things always.. it juz always beyond my control. N always come to me 1 shot. wat i have do wrong..?? y every ending i muz b e 1 who suffering n forcing myself to b more stronger. know how hard not?? Y?? y i always been alone.. y? i m oso a gal.. oso need some1 shoulder to lye on.. need some1 know to treasure me. No matter how tough it is.. hold tide my hand n goes thru ups n downs wit me. Y.. i m always e one crying alone, go thru ups n downs alone. y pp comes n go!! y cant dey juz stay wit me foreva..!! how long i still can hold on to.. still have how many walls i need to break thru..? still got more? cuz i m loosing out of breath.. i m shaking.. gg to collasp soon..! I m tired of acting n acting.. really..!! juz hope there's some1 can pull me out of e deep drain~ not letting me alone n stay wit me!! 5yrs ago.. i told myself.. i m gg to find e prince belong to me..!! aft 5yrs.. i finally wake up.. my so called prince will nv appear in life!! prince gives u simple happiness.. like those fairy tales.. n now i know to be closer to some1.. it always hurts n pains. N it's fairy tales, will never come true!! Seems like everyone dunno e meaning of simple love. (pls flip thru ur dictionary then.. check n noe e meaning!!).. It's alright.. i have wake up..! everything gonna be alright Felicia~ u r always e strong gal tat no one can break thru u n pull u down again! a little pain. it's ok.. Cuz i have learn a lesson n to be a good gal.. Move on k~ times will heal~ will heal!!